How about we cut out all the bullshit and actually work together so we can make the world a better place?!

Been doing a lot of deep thinking lately while reexamining some of my experiences from the last few years, reflecting on the why of things, trying to identify the source of some of my beliefs, while also trying to decide what I currently believe to be true based on my own understanding of the world in which we live. I’ve always thought that the universe is an amazing place and that you can find beauty in everything, even the bad. However, after talking with a few people this week I am beginning to realize that maybe I’ve been living in more of a bubble than I originally imagined because there is a lot of crazy shit going on in the world and it’s escalating out of control and it’s probably our own freaking fault because those of us living in bubbles have not been actively trying to work against it hard enough. And I am very sorry for my own part in that.

I know some of my family are worried I’m gonna rock the boat by sharing some of my theories, including some of my ‘supernatural’ experiences with others but I BELIEVE we should be the change we wish to see in the world and I want to see the world be a more open, tolerant, and positive place. Not a place where people are afraid to share their experiences because they’re afraid of being labeled crazy/etc. I know 100% that I’m not crazy because I am sound of mind and have plenty of data collected methodologically I can fall back on for reassurance. However, it seems many people are so shallow in their thinking that those of us that are creative and open to considering the impossible no matter how improbable scare them.

I do have my own set of beliefs that I feel to be true, at least right now, and those beliefs are mostly based in Christianity but I think it’s dangerous to ever be 100% sure of anything so I question everything. And I 100% believe that God wants us to question everything and make our own decisions because he wants us to believe in him because we CHOOSE to and not because some church scared us into submission.

My COVID experience opened up the floodgates of my mind and while I don’t believe a lot of the specifics of the things I said, I got a lot of great ideas and stories out of the experience and it caused me to do a lot of deep reflection. Something I think a lot of people did during COVID and that I hope more people will start to share.

One of the problems I see in the world is people living their lives and forming their beliefs out of fear. Everyone is so focused on trying to fit in that they forget they all have unique perspectives and talents and that the world would be a better place if they expressed whatever the best version of themself is. People are so busy living their lives just trying to survive and fit in day by day that they don’t think about the point of it. They don’t think about the fact that they not only have a mind and body that they need to nourish, but also a heart and a soul.

I 100% believe that COVID was a wake-up call for our world and at this time I’m choosing to look at it as a divine event meant to do this very thing. I have a lot to say about this and I’m probably about to start some sort of podcast/video blog/or something about this. I’ve got one friend that’s interested in doing this with me but I would love others. If you’re someone that is okay with not necessarily agreeing on what we each believe but likes to learn/think/talk about possibilities anyway and would like to join me in one or more projects please reach out.

There are a lot of problems in the world that need fixing and one of the things I got out of my covid experience was the belief that I have something value to offer and that I can actually help solve big problems in the world if I can find the right people to work with and come up with the resources needed to get things off the ground.

Together we can do so much more than we can on our own and we all have unique insights to provide, regardless of education level, so let’s just fucking stop being AFRAID of everything and actually fucking communicate with one another so we can start solving some of the problems that are making the world such a yucky place.

God, the universe, and your soul WANT YOU TO STOP HOLDING YOURSELF BACK because you’re afraid of being different and of being wrong.

I fully expect that some people are going to think I’m crazy in the future because of some of my ‘ideas’ but you know what, screw em. I’m tired of living in fear. I’m tired of putting up with all the bullshit. I’m tired of seeing evil flourish in the world while goodness is trampled upon. WE HAVE TO FIND BALANCE! Knowledge and a good heart will set you free. STOP BEING AFRAID OF THE UNKNOWN. I think a lot of us would agree that Star Trek seems like a really good future that a lot of us would love to live. Well, how about we actually start working together to make something like that a reality. I know most of you don’t think it’s possible but I 100% believe we can and I kinda sorta think it’s gonna happen in my lifetime, and while I may not be ‘Jesus’ I think I have the capacity to do large incredible things because I was inspired to live my life (mostly) in his image and because I believe in his goodness and in God’s grace. And let me just go ahead and tell y’all that if I do happen to be right about ‘some’ things and I’m pretty fucking confident that I am or that I am really freaking close to understanding the truth of some things, that I’ve got some messages from God that he really wants me to share with you. God/the Universe/Whatever is just waiting on me to stop being so afraid and has been telling me that it’s time I spent some time learning about all the different belief structures in the world so I can better understand why people are the way they are, how they got there, and what we can do to fix some of the problems causing so much disharmony in our world.

Let’s make the world a better place! Not tomorrow, today! Like right fucking now. Let’s stop playing all these freaking games and holding back our truth because it’s different from someone elses. Let’s stop labeling ourselves, because good or bad, we are putting people into boxes and holding ourselves back. And for the love of God let’s actually try to get to the root of our problems instead of slapping a bandaid on them.

I hope that there is more to existence than this one life, but this is the only life I’m 100% sure of so I am determined to do the best with it that I can and that means finding and living my truth, NOT SOMEONEELSES. I’d rather live a life I can be proud of and be wrong than live life out of fear and be in disharmony with my spirit.

“We but mirror the world. All the tendencies present in the outer world are to be found in the world of our body. If we could change ourselves, the tendencies in the world would also change. As a man changes his own nature, so does the attitude of the world change towards him. This is the divine mystery supreme. A wonderful thing it is and the source of our happiness. We need not wait to see what others do.” – Mahatma Gandhi

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